I should begin this by saying WOW. I cannot believe that I am in my 20th week of pregnancy. Where did all of this time go ? So many women say that their pregnancies dragged along and seemed to last forever. Mine thus far, no way no how. I, Mrs. Molly K. will soon be having a baby. And VERY soon at that.
It is so amazing the way your body changes when you are pregnant. I cannot believe how much my stomach is changing. It is so large, yet so hard. Almost like a man with a beer belly !!! I almost don't feel fat anymore, but pregnant. YAY ! Yesterday I actually heard two boys talking about the fact that I was pregnant and they didn't even know me, but I heard them assuming that I was ! So, the world now knows and sees that I am pregnant and it feels wonderful.
I can feel the baby moving around all of the time now and it is the most amazing feeling. It is unlike anything you will ever feel (besides a baby of course!) but is such a special feeling. It's like your baby is inside of you saying 'Hey Mama, I am awake and ok !' And it's simply so cute to imagine him/her flapping all around in there ! Just yesterday the baby kicked me so hard that it actually startled me. I gasped and couldn't believe how strong our little one is getting !
I have been an emotional wreck lately. I was in the begining of my pregnancy, but nothing like I am now. Anything can set me off to tears. The other day, Robert told me his plans of watching a lovely movie in the evening and so we had to hurry home and watch it ! We arrived home and I was surprised (not so greatly) with the 'movie' of the final soccer game. This made me a WRECK. I sobbed, loud and hard for a good long hour. I could not believe that this amazing 'movie' was really a soccer game that he wanted to rush home for. I could not believe that he was so 'mean' to trick me. He was in disbelief that I was so upset and knew that it was because of pregnancy (I kept reassuring him that I was crying because I was pregnant but still, he felt terrible. Even if I wanted to stop crying there was no way I could have. I was way too caught up in my emotion. I now look back on the situation and realize how silly I was being. And I never cry. Well, until I became pregnant :)